Stories about ballbusting, cbt and castration fantasies

The following story is a translated version of an imaginary story I wrote when I was 15 years old. Even to me now, this story seems to be quite extreme, especially when you think about that I was only 15 when I had all those ideas! --- It was like every other day after school. I met the girls from my street outside like we often do. We were forming some sort of gang together. But something on that day was different..... I met them, as usual, in our hangout. It was a medium-sized room in which all seven fitted in well. The 6 girls were all waiting for me. Me, the only boy, was 15 years old, the girls were 15,14,13,13,11 and 11 years old. So, as normal, we were hanging out together and told each other what had happened so far during the day.  Christina, the 15-year-old girl, was talking to me. She was my secret love, I had a crush on her, but she didn't know that. After a few minutes I realized that somehow I was standing in the middle and everybody was looking at me. Sudde...

The follwing story is real, at least out of my point of view. Nearly anything took place as described. The ages and points in time may vary a bit from the truth, as well as what exactly happened, as there are some years between today and back then. --- It was 1997, I was 7 years old and my parents and me moved to another village. A wonderful countryside and a grand lake were more or less directly in front of the street. Our neighbours also just moved a few weeks ago here. They had 3 childs more or less my age, which all were girls. We played a lot together and as typical for kids in that age, we once played doctor and examined the naked body of the opposite gender for the first time in our live. The girls were very excited about my small penis and balls, as they had nothing between there legs, which I found very strange vice versa. Over the years I and my manhood along developed and grew. With 10 I had my first wet dream, where the three girls appeared within. From that day on, ...